After I put the kids to bed I had a hard time motivating myself to get on with my plan of seduction. I started by putting on a little mood music, but when I walked over to Millsy to tell him how I felt he shot me down fast. He rattled on about the smell of cookie smores lingering on my breath and he knew I had already cheated on him with the yummy cookie/marshmallow/chocolate combination. I tried to cover it up with a quick swig of mouthwash, but Millsy is a smart guy and he did not fall for it.
I thought that maybe I would try again in the morning. Mornings are a magical time, perfect for me to get Millsy back on my side. Instead the morning was filled with school lunches, and laundry, garbage and pull-ups. The mood was blown for the time being.
The kids and I joined our friends at the pool in the afternoon. The water was FREEZING! Jocelyn's lips were turning blue. When we came back inside we warmed ourselves up with Hot chocolate and Marshmallows. That wasn't good. Now our friends are on their way over to watch a movie. We decided to grab a quick dinner ( hot wings and french fries) and of course I will have to make popcorn ( the good kind made on the stove with butter poured on top). I can see Millsy starring at me while I sit on the couch writing this blog instead of trying to win him back. He looks at me with such disappointment. Maybe we wil not recover from our past break-ups. Maybe too much time has passed. Things have been said that can not be taken back...Not sure what the future holds for us. But perhaps I will try to talk to him tomorrow. In the meantime...hot wings anyone?
